hi ladies,
i know i idnt check in for my vent, after i cooled down i realised how silly i was being, so im glad i didnt do a big write up about it you girls would have tought i was shocking LOL>
Fi: im so sorry your birth didnt go as planned, but you did do an amazing job you brought a gorgeous healthy baby into the world and that is the main thing, Boomba i am like you i didnt have a birth plan, purely coz i was lazy and thought i had more time, the MW kept asking me a bunch of qustions and i kept telling her i didnt know as i hadnt written one up it was far to hard to labour and think at the same time.
Boomba: how exciting about the santa photos, i so wana get A some santa photos but DH isnt keen, might just do it with MIL while he's away
Rach2281: i bet it has scared the crap out of you everytime She has slept through, i hope this doesnt come across wrong but everytime i think of Sids or when i get a fright with A when she sleeps for too long, i always think of you and what you went through with Lilli, you are an amazing person, to go through what you have been through and still be so strong, my hat goes off to you sweetness.

AFM: like all you ladies DH has been driving me mad, it just feels like he's not being very helpful, we have a few issues, and later on when i have more time i will go into it a little further (not too far coz i dont want to bore you ladies to death LOL) A is doing amazing, she truelly is what i live for, she blows me away everyday how gorgeous she is and i still cant believe we created such an amazing little cherub. she has her 2 month needles this week, im nto looking forward to it at all
I got my hair cut on friday made me feel a million times better im getting my eyes tested again so i will be wearing my glasses again next week, i didnt wear them the whole time i was pregnant coz my eyes changes the dr said not to get new glasses til after i had her coz they would change again lol.

i cant really remember who lives close to me, any of you ladies live near the sunny coast, im going mad DH doesnt want me to join a mums group which im a little upset about, i really would love to meet some new mums with bubs around A's age.
anyway off to bath my darling.
have a good night
xxx