Carp night - but L wasn't to blame. Was just really uncomfortable and couldn't sleep. Added to that the fact that my namesake (Saffi) was crying and scratching at the door keeping both DH and I awake. Anyway slept on the couch for a few hours, went back to bed and within 15mins L was squaking. Just a dummy issue and settled one it was back in. Feeling pretty shattered now, so might go back to bed while he is also asleep.

Nickers - agree that bubs like the taste of BM more. I have been feeding L EBM and then may do a top up afterwards with formula. Often he just scrunches up his nose and refuses to drink. Not sure if it is because he is full or just doesn't like the taste straight after the EBM. Other times tho he drinks the formula really quickly and seems to enjoy it, so who knows.
Kellie - hugs to you. In the end do what is right for you both. You're going to a sleep school at some point aren't you?