Morning everyone! Is everyone having a sleep in???
Well saw the Doc - he says that my lack of sex drive is perfectly normal after having a baby. He said subconciously you feel different about your body and yourself. I no longer see myself as this young woman who enjoys sex.....I am now a mother who knows the consequences of sex and that constantly thinks about the baby - nothing kills a sex drive than a crying baby. He also did explain that it was more than likely related to my PND and we are changing medications for that too. Also a combined hormonal contraceptive can do it so I am going to try the implanon. Never thought I would say that I can't wait for AF.
Mind you DH hasnt actually spoken more than 6 words to me since Tuesday afternoon. I dont know what is going on and he wont talk to me so its just a matter of guess work. Its partly my fault as I just keep pushing him away but he wont talk to me when he has a problem. I am just the opposite - it helps me to talk. I keep thinking I am going to go home and he would have packed his stuff up and left. Last night was basically just tears tears tears for me. I dont know what is going to happen but somehow I dont think it is going to be good.
Trying to keep my chin up today while I am at work but its very hard.
Oh well - whats done is done hey and there is just nothing I can do about it anymore.
I hope you girls are all having a lovely day - mwah