ange - i love those mesh feeders too. jimmy had a little squishy pear today. it's such a cute 'suck suck suck' sound. tee hee.

in other news - bah, another wakeful night. i blame teeth. the articles all say the same thing, they just want to be soothed. thing is, if it's been 2.5 hours or more between wakes, he thinks the portable milk bar is open. eep. at least the websites promise me that they do snap back to their old routine once the little fangs have erupted. poor kid.

off to nurse tomorrow. see what she thinks.

about the ergo - yeah, i want one. *sigh*

i also want that squishy thing that goes in the shopping trolley so they don't touch germy bars and get cold. (not like when i was a kid)

whoever was saying they couldn't get more than 45 m naps out the kid during the day - that has been james for about a month 3 or 4 45 minute naps. last day or two he's been pulling the odd 1.5 hour which has saved me from the brink of nutso land. ahhh... zzzzzzzzzz

so - here's hoping the little boy can not wake me up 4000 times tonight.

saffi - work. the necessary evil. i would love to go back to modelling, and was given a casting today but had so much anxiety from lack of sleep that i couldn't leave the house. how rad. i've been recommended 'rescue remedy' and quite frankly i'll try anything on these sleep-dep days. the agency has said i can drag 'the boy' to my castings because 'that's just how it is'... so as soon as i get my **** together, that's what i'll do. i miss working and my own money. does this mean formula full time for you or ebm takeout?