Hello everyone,

Haven't been near a computer much I'm suddenly exhausted for no reason when I'm not feeding or playing with Ryan I'm having cat naps with him or dozing on the floor next to him, had blood tests and theres 'no apparant physiological reason' as to why I've crashed but I haven't turned the laptop on in wks...

Ryan is doing well we've almost replaced a bottle with food & baby juice. Had his needles today, had the initial scream, then lots of cuddles with mum while he pouted and gave me "how could you" looks, then we had a bottle and we were back to laughing and playing with toys.

He's now 9.9kg, 70cm long with a 46cm noggin, dr said he's a perfectly healthy and solid little boy, he's not fat he's just solid all over. His breathings been worrying me but I took him to the hosp after a bit of a chocking episode and the dr today and they say it's just all his drool, reflux and a bit of a blocked nose that's causing it, guess I'm just a worry wart.

My loves to all the mums and bubs, Ryans been waking really early too but if you let him have a whinge and a sing he'll go back to sleep but for no more than an hour or so. Think daylight savings is stuffing him up a bit

I'm on my msn silver_moon_dragon11 @ hotmail.com if anyone wants to catch me I usually leave it running to get messages from people on the desktop

Can't promise I'll be back regularly but will try and pop in to say g'day from time to time, neways back to cuddles and play time with little man, got some flash cards I know he doesn't understand what's on them but gives me something to do instead of just passing him back the toys he pegs across the room lol