Morning all. Just poking my head in here between trying to get some work done . Bella's teeth surely aren't that far off now, she has a really big red lump on her gum. I got her photos back, oooh, they are so cute, now to find somewhere to hang them .
I have been super busy organising DS's speech therapy, occupational therapy, psychologist appointments and also his new school. So very tiring cause I have no support from my family or even ds' dad. My mum keeps telling me that he hasn't got Asperger's and that he is just daft *sighs* and XH only cares about me paying for an expensive school so that it fits their image. I did have a bit of a cry yesterday, we went for the first appointment with the OT and she said I had to stay for it, but I had Bella cause I don't have anyone to look after her, then the cheek of the OT to tell me that they provide child care at extra cost....WTF, I am already paying $140 and hour for her and then $110 for psych and they think he needs this on a weekly basis ...aaaah sorry for the me me me post, but I was having some really scary thoughs last night.

Kerry - hope yr enjoying the holiday.

MM - your little one is just amazing. Bella is only just starting to roll around the floor now. I think she's gonna be like her daddy, ordering everyone around to get things for her while she sits back PML...

Pam - Yeah, I think that I need to join the special needs support here on BB, I'm just so overwhelmed atm. You so sound like me atm, I can see my life just being wasted right now. By the time I get to 50 ( that's if I make it lol ) I am going to have some huge regrets. I am not motivated enough to make changes right now.

Nat - How I wish Bella would take the jabs a bit easier, she screams like there's no tomorrow, prolly part of the reason that I put off having the needles for at least a month each time they come round.

Captain - So glad to hear that Ashlyn has starting sleeping better. Bella has an off night here or there, but she isn't sleeping right through the night at all. Still stirs and needs a feed at around 2am. The little poo goes to bed at about 6pm but takes a few hours of stirring to get into a real deep sleep - think she waits for me to come to bed and then has a good sleep.

sorry if i missed anyone, gotta run to sooky lala..