I honestly dont know if i am up for a chat. will see how i go tomorrow.

I am really really ready just to leave this f@#$%^& house. I have had it with the girls and DH. Im sorry but I have also had it with being PG. all i seem to do around home is sacrafice everything. I am sick of giving and having every last bit drained from me.
I am sick of hearing constant whinging from the girls when they arent allowed to do what htey want. I am sick of being a domesticated service. I really have no idea why i wanted to have a family atm.