hi everyone!
MD you are doing so well and are such a great support to us all - you do what is best for you in the longer run. if you defer for 12 months, it so doesnt mean much in the long term and you will feel better to do that than to do everything 50% capacity iykwim. If you feel better for suggesting it, i think that prob means you should defer. And you willlove the time with E so much more for it.
All is well here - thanks for the words re the day sleeps. the prob is his night sleeping is not so wonderful anymore either sometimes he goes through from 8ish to 5ish and sometimes (like last night) he is up 3 times for a feed... not good! interestingly he had 2 naps in his cot yest and then an usettled night - i might track for correlations! he seems to like sleeping on his side now in the day... which means i check him all the time so make sure he isnt on his tummy! naughty boy!!!
gotta go - he wants play time!!! we went to a toy library today (great!) so lots of new things to explore! back later