wow, max is a cutie! I have had a couple of mini meltdowns too. Sometimes it gets a bit too much when you can't do anything except hold a grumbly baby. Or when it sinks in that your old life is gone, it isn't just about what you want to do anymore. But they are happening less now that I am getting some sleep and now that he is becoming more interactive. I can sit for ages just trying to get smiles out of him.