thank you everyone for your support over last week or so. i really havent had anyone else to talk to and you were all here and knew what was going on when i was pregnant with Hamish xx
otherwise AF turned up this morning rather quickly and rather awfully! all i can say is thank god for nurofen plus!
Stay positive Reeree. I thought I was out as this was the latest bfp I've had ever. What will be will be but I'm hoping for the very best for you xx
AFM I was pretty down yesterday as I was having some mild cramps which I remember as being normal but with my history I was starting to freak a little. Forced myself to relax. If its going to happen again it will regardless of anything I do. Today I'm at the point of my second m/c so one hurdle reached I guess!
I'm going for my follow up pregnancy protect acupuncture session today. Feel like I need it to put my mind back at rest that everything will be ok. EVERYTHING WILL BE OK. It has to be.
Oh HC, my heart breaks for you hun I'm sorry it's come to this, I was really hoping it would all work out. But I am glad you've made the right decision right now for you and Indy. Your little man will be OK, his dad loves him to bits. Huge hugs darling
Rach, keep your chin up hun, your little one will be OK It most likely is digging itself a nice deep hole to live in there! Hope your acupuncture went well today, big hugs and stay positive and strong xox
Rach hope you had a great acu sesh today, you're right, everything will be ok!
Oh Rooey, I am so sorry. Have I missed something, how come you're away from Indy hun??
AFM, feeling blue today. BFN again. Had a bit of a crying session tonight, I feel so emotional and my head feels so stuffy. Dreading and willing Thursday to hurry up already. Blergh. Sorry to be a downer guys, just had to let it out somewhere. Time to watch some Game of Thrones, should take my mind off things for about 50 minutes...
Oh ReeRee, I'm sorry you're getting BFNs hun I still have my fingers and toes crossed for you though for Thursday. TTC can be such a lonely road, even when you have plenty of people around you for support. Sending you a truck load of hugs
HC, i hope your night away from Indy wasn't too bad
Thanks so much lovely ladies
Unfortunately the bloods confirmed that the cycle was unsuccessful. Try again with one of our frosties after a natural cycle.
Rooey, how are you going?
Rach, any insight from your acu sesh? Yay for passing the first hurdle hun
That sucks reeree :-(
Don't be too hard on yourself.
I'm still peachy I feel that everything is going to be fine this time. I'm taking herbs three times a day too. Feel better taking them - like I'm doing everything I possibly can. They taste frickin awful. Like stomach bile. Guess when the morning sickness starts I'll have to stop them but see how I go.
Ree Ree - sorry about your bfn. Angus was a natural FET from our second cycle (only frozen emby). He was also made using frozen sperm, so we really didn't hold out much hope, but were pleasantly surprised.
Afm - nothing really happening. One of the Mums from playgroup had to have a d&c the other day after her 3rd miscarriage (1st one was her DS2.5's twin). I feel really bad for her, especially because everyone else in playgroup is pregnant except for 1 who has been trying for almost 2 years and two others who have had their second babies recently. I am not that close to her, but I would really like to support her if I knew how. The one that she is closest to from playgroup is due next week.
I love e stage Angus is at now. He communicates really well (although he doesn't have the best vocab) and handstands everything. He is such a little cutie :-)
Things still aren't great, he seems to be trying to play the victim to manipulate me me, very hard to stay strong
I'm trying to look at finances at the moment so I can buy a little house for Indy and myself, had a chat to a bank manager today and it looks positive, so at least something is looking up!
Stay strong HC, you'll come out on top, you'll see. Great to hear the finances are looking good so you can look for a place for you and your wee man. All the best hun xoxo
ReeRee, I'm sorry for your BFN hun, my heart aches for you. Maybe we can be belly buddies next time we do our cycles .
Nat, I'm glad Angus is doing really well! There's not much you can do for the mum from playgroup that's had the d & c, apart from telling her that you're sorry she's going through it all. It's hard at playgroups when you see pg ladies, especially when you've just had a m/c, but that's just part of life I guess. I found it a little bit hard after I came back to the playgroup after my m/c, but the 2 ladies in my group that were pg at the time had the babies soon after my m/c so I didn't have to look at their bellies for too long. It's strange because babies don't evoke the same response in me as pg bellies do.
Rach, I'm glad all is well at your end hun! I take chinese herbs but they are in the form of tiny little pills so they don't taste yuck. The things we do!
Hi Teresa!
AFM, I had anothe good acu session today. I am really enjoying it, I leave feeling calm and so relaxed. I think I'm about to O soon, so will be busy the next few days in hope of catching that elusive egg. Well, the egg with probably be there, don't know about the swimmer/s!! lol
Rooey - I hope you can find a little house - that would be awesome..
MissB - I try not to talk about pregnancy too much when she is around, but some of the other ladies do.i remember when I was trying to get pregnant with DS and had 2 bfn's after ivf cycles, I didn't want to be around anyone who was pregnant... Glad your acu is working out and making you feel better. I did it once, but didn't really enjoy it myself. Maybe I wasn't in the right headspace though.
Oh and we're getting a new puppy. Does anyone else have two dogs? At the moment we have a big dog and he digs holes, rips washing off the line etc and I think he is a bit bored. The only thing is, he's just gotten out of some behaviours and the new puppy will be about 6 months behind him...
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I'm sorry it's come to this, I was really hoping it would all work out. But I am glad you've made the right decision right now for you and Indy. Your little man will be OK, his dad loves him to bits. Huge hugs darling 
It most likely is digging itself a nice deep hole to live in there! Hope your acupuncture went well today, big hugs and stay positive and strong xox
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