Thanks for the suggestions Chrispe. She does not want the bottle at all and not even the dummy wither.

Had another bad unsettled night with projectile vom at 2 am.

Doctor prescribed dd with zantac but i wanted to avoid any meds.

Nurse also confirmed her lactose overload.

I really feel sorry for dd2 because im sure she can sense im not enjoying motherhood as much this time round

Her skin problems her reflux her comfort feeding because she only wants me to carry her and is alwys attached to my boob and her sleepless nights.

Then there my constant health issues and recently an infected boil tjat hurt soo much.

Sorry for theorning rant i just feel so overwhelmed.