Hannah, I also want dairy really badly and had a hard time at first - everything has dairy! Even salad dressing! You can imagine how hard it is going to eat anywhere other than home and how tired I am of soup and salad at this point but really, I found that it helps so much that I deal with it. Later when she is more settled I will introduce it back into my diet slowly. But it helped. I am not sure if it will for Amelia, but like I said worth trying. With babies like ours you have to be willing to try anything - Wow what a crazy night you must have had. I really hope she sorts out her hours soon!

Suz, I mentioned to DH that I'd like to leave, but he can't come with me since we are going to NY in April already...taking too much time off of work is complicated especially since I am not in the office either so there is a lot more that he has to do...he said he will look for weekend options today and we'll see. He said I can go anywhere I want though, but I don't want to go alone. His parents are in the mountains (they leave tomorrow...) and he mentioned that if I wanted to I could join them...but a 12 hour car ride might be difficult. I will see...maybe I'll fly down for a few das to be with them in the fresh air.

Alsion, so cute to record her footprints - A friend gacve me an inkpad to do that with but I have not done it yet...hmmm. Maybe I would ask Dh to help me do it tonight...

Anyway, off to get some organization done...I think I'll feel better once everything is organized and my to do list is shorter.

I talked to DH about how I feel and he is very supportive - he says whatever he can do just let him know, but I don' t know...Maybe if we find a nice WE getaway together that would do the trick. In any case, I am already just happier knowing the WE is here and he will be around with me.

Off to do stuff...

xoxo