wow we have all been quiet!

am banging my head against the wall with Sophia's day sleeps - I keep missing her cues bcos I am busy or ith Jake and then leave it too late. The last few days she has only slept if we have gone somewhere in the car and then for a few hours but not sure what to do here, also am not really in a feed-play-sleep routine bcos my days are still arse about.

ALSO had a serious crap mummy moment tonight and after a very tedious and non sleeping day I lost my temper and yelled at Jake and ended up with all 3 of us in tears, topped off by Jake giving me a big cuddle and "kissing mummy better". farkle not fun at the moment at all.

sorry very selfish had to vent post