Firstly: HAPPY 8 MONTHS LEILA!!!
How fast is it going, its so scary!!

Rach75 Your new Avi is gorgeous Glad to hear Luke is sleepign through again i dont see the harm of them coming into bed in the morning, Alissa does too. Jon doesnt like it all that much but i give her her monring bottle and i get some awesome snuggles, sometimes if we're lucky we both might get to sleep again for awhile, it sucks when i have to work coz i like to just lay there until we feel like it. Is jack going to daycare yet? i think youve done really well not taking him for this long. Dont feel bad, you need the time as much as he does. Think of it as good qulaity time with Luke I cant believe he's almost 10kgs!! I havent weighed Alissa for a long time, i might do that tomorrow actually

Fi I am so sorry about Leilas tantrums. Alissa hasnt done anything like that, not to say she wont tho lol. Sorry to hear you guys were sick, as you all know we had a pretty nasty week last week too so soo not cool. I dont get sick often but when i do i make up for it lol. At least you got a day off work I also just wanted to give you a great big i had no idea you were suffereing from PND, its when i hear things liek this that i really do wish we lived closer to eachother (all of us) imagine what a good supportive net work we would have we could could visit eachother. But we are all very lucky to have even met online and i am soo greatful of BB and i am so glad that i know you girls, you have helped me soo much!!

LJ I am so sorry to hear about your loss. it must be hard not to wonder about the lil angel. I do agree with Fi tho, everyone has their days and its ok to be down every now and then but if your feeling like this all the time, maybe you should go to your GP and see what help they can offer. I get down sometimes and i know how much that eats at me, but if i was feeling like that all the time im not sure how i could cope. and we are all here for you.

AFM I think Alissa and i are finally back t normal, well i was days ago but she's taken sometime to come around, i just assumed that her little body wasnt as efficient at fighting off the bugs than ours is so naturally it would take longer. Also she's teething and im done with teeth. Forever!! I dont care if she only has these 6 teeth for the REST of her life LOL nah, but im just over her being so fragile. i know they'll come through soon and we'll get a small break but lets hope i dont rip my hair out before then lol. Other than that all is good. works work. the house still doesnt know how to keep its self clean.. dammit
but its last and i still have dishes and stuffs to do so i must go but take it easy everyone and a big
to anyone i missed!! Even tho i dont post alot, i do keep up its just i have so much going ona dn to make a decent post i need a good halka to sit down and type, so im sorry its not as often as i would like but im thinking aboout you all, all the timeee

Much love my darlings!!!