Its funny what we remember that re-inforces our personal beliefs... for me whenever I doubt two poems (?) come to mind... Footprints, the one where during the toughest times in the narrators life there are only 1 set of steps and G-d says its because at that time he carried him and Desiderata... both of those for me remind me that the magnitude of belief, religion really is beyond me. I'm never going to stop questioning but at the same time I doubt I'll ever stop believing. At the lowest points in my life it hasn't been anything physical that has helped me or pulled me through but an outside presence that I have felt with me that has kept me sane.