Water broke, went into labor pains and had my 15 week old baby boy yesterday morning. Then bled out and nearly died in hospital. I'm at home today after my blood count came back ok and they managed to stop the bleeding for 12 hours.
Why do they need to look like babies?! He had 10 little fingers and 10 little toes on little arms and legs and little ribs and a little button nose...he was so warm then went so cold.
My little man's gone...
How do I face work Monday and not kill the first stupid effin customer that thinks I give a damn about their blinking books and not start screaming? How do I go out and smile and tell people 'Im good thanks" when they are how you are when you really want to say well Im actually suprised Im even here and my dead son is buried in the backyard thanks for asking...
I am so sorry that your little boy left far, far too soon I hope that the return to work isn't hard on you and that you are surrounded by loads of love and support.
Oh Hunn im so so verry sorry about your loss of your DS , i definently dont think you should go to work on monday hun if your not ready give urself time to grieve xxx my thoughts and prayers r with you
Last edited by Nelle; July 31st, 2009 at 05:23 PM.
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I am so sorry for your loss...and what an awful experience to receive from the hospital. Please look after yourself and take it easy. Would you be eligible for compassionate leave or something similar if you don't have any other leave available to take? After what you have gone through I don't think anyone would expect you to turn up at work on Monday morning...you do need time to grieve and come to terms with what has happened, without having to deal with work related issues as well.
Oh I am so so sorry, the hospital has not done the right thing.
You will need to take some time to grieve, I know that you are worried about your pay but perhaps your work has grievance leave, I am sure once you let them know what happened they will support you and give you some time.
May he rest in peace.
XXX
Oh sweetheart, I am so very sorry you have lost your little boy Dylan May he always watch over his mummy and daddy. I am so glad you took his little picture, I know you will treasure it for the rest of your life, in time. I often look at Joshua's photos, I just feel so close to him then.
Please, please seek some support hun, you will need it. When I had my own loss at 20 weeks, I was numb for a while and then forced myself to go to SANDS, and that was such a positive step forward. I also started seeing a psychologist a month or so after I lost Joshua and still see her today. I think you might be able to see a free councillor through Medicare, but I'm not sure.
Take care hun, thinking of you and your partner.
Beata xxx
Ohh sweety, I am so very sorry for your loss. If you arent up to going back to work come Monday, dont go. Give yourself time to grieve, you have been thru so much.
I am so surprised the hospital let you go home. Have they at least given you a councilor to talk to. I hope they have done something to help you thru this difficult time.
I only know too well how hard it is. Please take care of yourself huni, and know that we are here for you when you need it.
Lots of hugs, and may your RIP little Angel Dylan. Hugs
Last edited by Trillian; July 31st, 2009 at 05:10 PM.
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oh hun how horrible for you I can't imagine your pain. Can you take some time away from work and the world and greive your son?
RIP sweet angel baby Dylan
15 weeks and buns gone :(
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