The pain of m/c is the worst pain i have ever felt. I could not have ever imagined that i would deal with it so 'badly'. To this day it suprises me the depth i sunk. I feel sick remembering it now.......

But somehow at some point, im not sure when but it got easier and easier.

I have had two beautiful children since, so i am lucky enough to have three kids ages 5, 2, 10months. But still i have feelings of, 'id love a 4th, but do i risk another m/c"? I guess that i want you to know that whilst its the worst place i have ever been, it is worth the risk, because the benefits (kids) make it worth the fight!

I am intensively private about my m/c, but share my story when i feel it might help someone, as i had some amazing friends that were there for me when i needed it!

Have strength, seek support, forgive yourself and do try again.

Ill be sending you all my support and friendship your way!