anna

i am so so sorry to hear of your loss you head must be all over the place i too had a test book pregnancy with my first baby and everything went so smothly and then when i was pregnant second time round it was all going ok untill my 20 wk scan where i was told she had so many things wrong with her and that she would never survive outside my whomb so i had to give birth to her at 23 wks it was the hardest thing i have ever had to do i have been trying to get pregnant for a yr now with no luck and i just dont understand why as i fell regnant so quickly with the other 2. i really hope that you take your time to grieve and dont feel guilty for not crying as much as the first time it happened was probably i great shock to you i am glad to hear your not feeling alone as that is a horrible thing to feel i to felt so alone many of times and felt like my family and friends were there but they never really understood what i was actually going through sending big to you honey and i hope i didnt ramble on to much.

take care Munchy xxx