Brooke, I am so sorry for the loss of your son Jed. I hope that you can get some answers as I too believe 'bad luck' is just not good enough. I feel your pain and suffering as I lost my first son Cooper at 37 weeks to a cord accident, it was a complete shock but with the wonderful support of these women in here I now I have my second son Ethan. After I lost Cooper I joined the TTC after Stillbirth thread even before we were trying, perhaps you could join the girls in there. I hope returning back to work has been ok for you as this is a massive step - rejoining society without your loved one. I hope they have been sensitive towards you. The decision to try again is a tough one, I think it will always be a very emotional time regardless of the time between pregnancies. Once your dr has given you the go-ahead it is then up to you and how you feel. For me it was about trying again straight away...........giving me something to get out of bed for each day and something to look forward to. Your memory box sounds beautiful and it is important for us to keep our babies memory alive.

Best wishes
Lynn
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