Hi,

I lost a baby early this year too. Although I was bleeding, so I knew something was wrong, I had to have a d & c as my body didn't seem to want to let the baby go. I also had moments of anger with myself, along the lines of "the baby is dead, just let this end!", but I comfort myself with the thought that maybe it wasn't my body being 'stupid', but that I loved my baby too much to let it go.

I am truly sorry for your loss.