Don't trivialise my grief!

[Footsteps]

Much love huni. We are all here for you x

[LizLemon]

I'm really sorry TickToc, be kind to yourself. Every loss, no matter how early, is the loss of a baby that you could have had and that takes time to grieve for xx

[TickToc]

Thank you so much ladies, it's been lovely reading your messages and even though I didn't have the energy to respond I have thought of you often.

My partner finished work Saturday afternoon and although he had been on the road since Thursday he drove 2.5/3hrs to be with me at my Dad's. The relief of having him with me was enormous - I needed skin to skin contact, I needed to feel his arms around me and I no longer felt lost and alone.

He was great around the house last night when we returned home - he even brought me a cup of tea into the bathroom so I could drink it while soaking in the bath! Today we spent the day just being together while waiting for the Dr to ring and give me my results. My hcg levels were below 5 so I'm no longer classed as pregnant and it means my body is expelling (sp?) our "blip" on it's own - no medical intervention needed. That was the news I needed to hear to enable me to completely relax. Tomorrow I can go back to work and I know that I can move forward and make plans to try again.

I have been blessed with a wonderful partner, beautiful daughter, fantastic family and supportive friends. Everyone on BB has been wonderful and I thank you all xxx