Yes I definately felt that way Moana. I had an ectopic 6 weeks ago & although I feel a lot better mentally & physically now, I still sometimes feel very low. Its often when I go out in public & see pregnant women, or newborn babies, or even the other day my friend mentioned that another friend was 12 wks pregnant & all I could think was, well I would have been 15 wks. Just little things like that set me off & you will find that happens to you too. How are you recovering now from the methotrexalayte? Will you be ttc again soon? I didnt go down that path, instead I had surgery to remove my tube & the pregnancy. Its a very sad thing to go through, I wish you all the best & feel free to PM me if you just want to talk to someone who has been in the same position as you.