Hi all, This is my 1st time here so excuse any mistakes.
I did a HPT 1day before my period was due which was postive. However i still got my period accompanied with heavy cramping. I assumed the HPT was wrong. However 2wks later i started bleeding heavily with bad pain mainly on my left side. I had a blood test which confirmed i was pregnant and booked into EPAS. I was expecting to see a dr who would tell me everything was ok and that it was normal to have some bleeding etc. I had more blood tests done which showed that m BHCG levels had dropped. I was so distraught . Then i had a US done to confirm the miscarriage. The sonographer started asking questions about the pain and bleeding. I knew immediately that something was wrong. The dr told me i had a suspected ectopic. 2days later i went back only to be told it needed to be treated with methotrexate. As if the pain of losing my baby wasn't enough i now had nausea and scabs around my mouth. 1wk later things appeared to be improving only to start haemorraging. Nothing came of that. Today my BHCG is at 3. I really feel like the world is closing in on me. Nobody seems to understand. Everyone keeps telling me not to worry and to just forget about it. How do you forget about your baby? This experience is testing me in every imaginable way. I am having problems sleeping and am so anxious all the time. Does anybody have any advice?