You will never forget they will always be in your heart and you will grieve and hurt and cry and punch a pillow and hate the world, even though it feels like you will hurt forever there will come a day where you hurt a little less, you will not think about it quite as often. It is one step at a time, if it takes a minute at a time to get through the day, take it a minute at a time, rest and cry and do what you need. A social worker once said to a bunch of abused kids "you need to feel the train before it will leave the station" i.e. you need to acknowledge and feel the hurt before it will start to heal and leave you.

Blessings and love PM/email me if you need someone to talk to I'm here for you I just lost my bubs it hurts like hell but there will be a day it won't hurt all the time.

CM