Thanks for your support. I ventured out into the public yesterday (im sure you all understand how hard this can be for the first time). I was worried how I would react when I saw a little baby. Anyway, I have been reading many of the stories on this site and one wonderful lady told of how she coped. She didnt feel jealous, instead she thought to herself, that mother may have had a mc before having her little one. You dont know what other people have been thru before they get their perfect little baby. Anyway, it helped me and I hope it will help anyone else feeling a bit down about having to venture out and be "normal" again. x