Thanks so much everyone.
I am doing ok... much better than I expected to actually... I have been having a rough time over the fact that I'm not so sad. As many others have pointed out to me, its probably because I expected it to happen after everything I went through.
I got a letter from the General Manager informing us that the investigation has started. I am disgusted to hear the news telling me of other people being mistreated by hospitals... like that poor woman yesterday who delivered her baby on the ER waiting room floor!!! Terrible stuff.
Thanks once again for your kindness and support