Renee - I am so sorry to hear of your loss. It is such a cruel thing that no one should have to go through. It is a very hard road and after 5 years of trying I can understand how hard this must be for you. My second m/c was a missed m/c and to look at that screen and see little arms & legs but no hb it just devastating so I can relate to the shock and pain that you must have felt during that scan. For me the pain of my losses is always there, it has eased but I still have a cry for those babies. To help cope I made a little garden in our front yard and that is the garden for my babies I never met. Sending you a big hug, I hope you have good support around you and your dream of holding your forever baby in your arms one day will come true.