Renee - im so sorry for your loss! im another who has gone thru a few M/C and it isn't easy!
Just thought i would let you know im thinking of you also!
My Dad brought me a tiny teddy to remind me of my first Bub (M/C) and DH got me another tiny teddy for our second bub (M/C), we were 3rd time Lucky with Bianca.
We are all here for you!