Hi Loop,

I am so sorry to have read your post. Nothing takes the pain of a loss away nor is there any words that anyone can offer that will help you move on.
Time is your friend and though you may not know it right now, as each day comes and goes you will discover ways around the feelings you have. I don't think you ever get over a loss of any kind nor should we be told too. Just accept the feelings you have, cry when you need to for as long as it takes.
Know that there are others like you who share your pain and take some comfort there.

My heart goes out to you.

Nae x