LOOP - i'm so sorry to hear of your losses. BB will be an amazing support for you as you grieve your angels and start to heal, but even more as you grieve your losses right now

the loss you have suffered is immense, and you need to let yourself grieve - you need to feel the hurt and the anger, and not expect yourself to be ready to "move on" just because the physical part of your loss is over. emotional healing takes a hell of a lot longer. don't push yourself to be ready - you will be ready to take the next steps when the time is right for you and you alone.

take care of yourself - physically and emotionally

BG