Doza, Tommysmum had a good suggestion. My DH and I are involved with Sids and Kids in Melbourne, as well as one of the other girls on here Klee (who I am sure will post to you as soon as she reads this), and I have met some other wonderful people who really have helped me get through. We have monthly support meetings and it is a place where you can go and talk with people who understand what you are going through. Everyone is so kind and loving. If you want to find out about the meetings you can get the Melbourne number from Sids and Kids

Again, you are in my thoughts for tomorrow