Jodie, just wanted to say how sorry I am for what you are going through. You are not dragging your kids backwards - they are not going to grieve the same as their mum - I don't think it means they've moved on and you haven't. In a way, your grief shows them how much you love them too when you think about it. It might be good to talk about it with a counselor too though.

Take care and be kind to yourself - your grief is very real and it is a big loss to deal with and it will take time.

Alice x