i also thought the hardest thing i would deal with now would be everyone asking questions, but its not, people are avoiding it. no one talks about my angel, it is as if bubba never existed and that hurts alot
Don't ever forget that I think about your Angel every day! And mine too, they're both bouncing around together in the clouds getting up to mischeif

There isn't really much else I can add, all the girls have given such good advice already and I hope it's helping.

Celsie, has really knocked the nail on the head. The pain does eventually start to ease, and you will start to feel normal again, and you'll come out the other side a stronger person with a different spin on life. You do have to let yourself be a sad mummy to get there, though.