I am so sorry for your 3 losses laluna , life is just not fair sometimes. I can't imagine suffering three m/c, I have had one late one and I couldn't imagine going through it again (late or early). But I am trying, and will keep on trying until I have a baby in my arms to take home to love and spoil.
You are are a very strong woman to keep going after your first and then second m/s, that takes guts and determination, not to mention a lot of love in your heart.
I wish you so much happiness in the future, you are so deserving of your own little bundle of joy, I pray and wish it will happen for you hun. Please have faith, and be strong. I pray for your broken heart to be healed again.
Love
Beata xxxx