Hi Fi,

You are not crazy at all. Myself having gone thru this some time ago still find moments when a tear will pop up and i still feel sad over it. My sister had a m/c many many years ago and still she gets sad over it and sometimes sheds a tear or two - i think it is perfectly normal. From the time you find out you are pregnant you are inlove with that little bean and all your hopes and dreams go into it , we dream about names etc not have you only lost your little bean but you also lost dreams along with it. Cry when you want to - its nothing to be embarrassed about, when you are ready to cope is your choice and we all handle things in different ways. Unfortunately most people out there that have never had this touch their lives personally don't really understand, because it is something that is no tangable to most people it never existed - but to us that have been thru this our angels did exist and they were very real to us and our partners. Be kind to yourself, take some time out when you can, its bad timing with your exams and this is probably not helping your stress levels at the moment. You will feel emotional for some time yet, but you do learn to cope. All i can say is we here a BB understand and are hear for you when you need to vent, or talk. Take care of yourself and the other girls are right most go on to have H&H pregnancy and eventually get to hold that little bundle of joy one day so just think towards that thought. Good luck with your exams and i hope you get your BFP again really soon and that your life is filled with joy.