Thank you girls, it's nice to know you don't think I am crazy!! I think I just really underestimated how difficult this process would be and how much time I would need to recover from it.

Milka, thank you for your positive spin on things. I agree with all of those points and I know that there is a very good chance that next time I will have success. Although I look forward to TTC again, for the moment I am just not ready and will be taking a break just for a little while and will start trying again in the new year.

Megsmum, I was given the info from my FS about the meetings in Hamilton and am thinking about going but haven't decided yet! I guess I'll see how I feel after my exam today. I think it would be good though as talking about things really does help and it is only those of us who have gone through this that understand how awful it is. I just wory that I will become a blubbering mess as I am still so emotional!

Ok, I need to do some last minute cramming!

Thanks again everyone,

Fi