Oh honey

i feel for you so much the pain you are going through is so hard and it does take time be kind to yourself and let yourself grieve. its an awful thing to have to go through i lost my little girl 16 months ago now and i still find it difficult at times you always think why me why cant she be with me enjoying her life and why cant she be here for me to cuddle and to look after like a mum should i would love to see he first word or her starting to crawl and walk i just wish she was here with me now but she's not and it is so heartbreaking. i to was like you you feel like a zoombie and numb its totaly normal griefe is a long hard thing to go through i hope you have all the support at home and this site is fantastic for it we are all here for you on your good and bad days my heart goes out to you and i hope that the pain easies for you.

Take care

Munchy xxx