Melanah's mommy,
My heart is breaking for you sweetheart. I am so very sorry and saddened to read about the loss of your precious little Rebekah Jane.
The pain will be there forever, you just learn to adjust and get on with things... there will be times that the smallest thing will set you off into a frenzied crying session... but it is all normal... you need to grieve, for however long it takes. I still grieve for my Noah every single day... there is honestly not a day that goes by where I don't think about him... I like to think about him, up in heaven, watching over us, and feeling the love we have for him.
I am sure your beautiful angel is up there watching over you too.
Huge hugs to you
Lisa