Flygirl, I am so sorry to hear about your losses. The words in your post could of come from me as well. I went through a little rough patch last year, where I thought that I shouldn't actually be on BB and posting in some of the threads because I already had a little girl, but everyone is so kind and caring and supportive and it is just what we need sometimes (IYKWIM). Come on in and vent and cry and get mad anytime you need to, don't suppress any of your feelings, we are all here for you to give you hugs and support through all of your emotions.

I can't say that the pain ever goes away, but it does ease as time goes by. For me today represents two years (wow how quickly time goes by), since my D&C for my lost little angel at 10 weeks, and we are still TTC #2 without any joy so far and I still think about what it would be like to have two precious little children.

Take care of yourself sweetheart and most of all be kind to yourself. Thinking of you.