Today is my due date for the bub that wasn't meant to be. Like you, I have only just started feeling 'better' over the last month or so, and now feel like i'm on a downward spiral again. I just feel very numb right now. And to make matters worse, I just found out my sister in law is pregnant, and I also have 3 close friends that are all pregnant. You just can't escape it!
Tonight I am going to light a candle next to the little box where I keep the BFP stick. This is my way of reflecting and honouring my angel baby.
All I can say is there is no right or wrong way to deal with this. You just have to do whatever feels right for you.
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