On the first anniversary Of My little Thomas' due date we left the country- I couldn't bear to be at home when I should have bringing my little boy home in my arms. The distraction was quite helpful, although I spent the day in reflection and lit a candle at Westminster abbey in remembrance. On the 2nd anniversary, which was last week, we decided to let his ashes go into the ocean, which was good closure for me.
I tyotally agree with the ladies here that when you are grieving a lost baby, everyone around you, in the shops etc seems to be pregnant or have a baby! It is so hard and noone can understand unless they have been through it. I really hope you get through the dd ok and best wishes for a successful pg in the future
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