Hi mimi.. Welcome to Belly Belly, i am very sorry for your losses

Did you pick out names for your little Angels? Anniversaries can be very hard for us mummies of angels- often we are the only ones who remember- and the lead up to them can be very, very hard emotionally. I light candles for my babies on their Angelversaries (and any other time i feel the need to- i light candles alot!!) and DH will usually make an effort to do something special for lunch or something just the two of us to signify the day.

I am sure that now especially after loosing your daughter, that you are feeling the pain of your sons loss and his approaching anniversary all the more. My advice is to let loose, and FEEL the pain, cry, scream and dont try to bottle it all up or feel the need to put on a brave face.

It is great that you are looking tot he future and are welcoming the thoughts of trying again, it is extreamly hard to do (i had two late losses and two early m/c before falling pregnant with my now 7 month old son) and you will probably be scared and unsure for alot of your pregnancy- that is normal!! But you have come to the right place! I found soooooooo much love and support on the Beautiful Belly Belly site, and having the support of other women who had suffered losses and who were going through the same things was a great help to me.

There are a few terrific threads here like the TTC (trying to concieve) after mis/c or loss, and then when you do get your BFP you then move to Pregnancy after Loss, and you will sadly find that there are alot of women who have suffered the same pain.

I wish you all the best and hope you get your BFP soon and go on to have a gorgeous precious little bundle of joy.

Take Care
xox SB