Celeste, my heart goes out to you and your DH. I know the feeling of not wanting to go out because of all the baby bellies and new babies around. I also cry of a night not as often as I used to but it still happens when I have had a bad day.

Is there any support services for you at the base your at. If not there are great councelers /psycholigists around who will help. I have 3 services who are helping me get back on track and it is slowly working. They come to me so I don't have to leave the house when I am haveing a bad day.

Take care
Chris