I am so so sorry for the loss of your son..

I am on the gold coast and I have found a support group through the Bonnie Babes foundation as kate07 suggested.. I go to night support meetings that they hold once a month and I find it beneficial.. Not that everyone will but I think most parents blame themselves or has some kind of guilt and regret.. At these meetings you can openly speak about it and not be judged.. Or you don't have to speak at all you can just listen. It is good to hear from people who have experienced the grief of losing a baby and you feel reassured that our feelings are normal and you are not going insane.. It is such an awful thing to go through. Just take 1 day at a time and look after yourself and your daughter.. Big to you.. Keep popping in here and vent as you wish..