Mel - I have selfishly avoided reading Joshua's story (written so beautifully too) because it reminded me of the fragility of the life that I am trying to grow. It could happen to me again if someone as special as you could be dealt the loss of a second, precious child.

However, I have not stopped thinking about you, DH and your families as you walk this difficult road again. It must have been so difficult to return and post the story and I feel privileged to be able to read and share it with you. Know that we are here to support you now and in the future, whatever it brings