I'm so sorry to hear about your little angel. When my angel passed away I felt very similar to you and couldn't bring myself to say that I "lost" the baby. I hadn't lost anything, I knew exactly where my baby was the whole time And yet it was equally devastating to tell people that the baby had passed away.

What you are feeling is completely normal. There is no right or wrong way to grieve, and each person grieves differently. Make sure you take as much time for yourself as you need, and don't try to rush yourself back into being "normal". Your husband may not be feeling the same emotions as you, or expressing his grief the same way, but I'm sure that he is just dealing with things in his own way. I thinks it's different for guys because they kind of have the view that they have to be the "strong one". And remember, it must be hard for him to see you going through all of this too. Maybe just explain to him that you need to go through this, and that what you need most from him is just his support.

My thoughts are with you, and I hope that with each passing day things look a little brighter. Watch your daughter play and smile and let the warmth of her love lighten the darkness in your heart. Take care of yourself sweetness