Thanks everyone for your messages of support - they are greatly appreciated. I find these forums so helpful in getting my mind around things and while MC and loss is horrible sometimes all you want to do is talk to someone who has gone through it (and come out the other side). I have a great support system around me but on Friday I just felt so very alone - which is when I posted the message. Thanks again. I am taking one day at a time and will see how I feel before we take the next step.