I'm so sorry, I'm a bit older myself and understand a little of your perspective. I lost my first pregnancy at 10 weeks in August, and I'm 37 now. We still have more time before it's impossible to have a child, but I can emphathise with the excitement of planning, etc. for a baby and seeing that dream evaporate. Let yourself grieve for as long as it's necessary, and see a counselor if that's helpful for you. Sending kind thoughts and prayers for both of you.