Hi Krystie, I'm so sorry to hear about your little angel, I too lost my angel this week, I went for a scan only to be told there was no heartbeat so I understand how a potentially wonderful day can change into heartbreak.

I had to have a d&c and was also very frightened but it is ok, there's nothing to be afraid of although the feeling of loss afterwards is devastating as I'm sure you're well aware by now.

My husband and I while we're not churchgoers as such, we went to church and lit two candles for our babies as this was my second miscarriage in a row and said a few prayers which helped.

There's no denying this is an awful awful life experience, there's not a minute that goes by where I'm not grieving for my angels lost, but take it day by day, surround yourself with support and know that your baby is looking down at you silently from heaven sending you love and baby hopes for your next little darling angel to come and choose you.