Hi there i am so sorry to hear what you have been through and your sad loss, why is life so hard?. Men do move on fast then us, just take one day at a time, sending you a big hug , we are here for you if you need to talk.

Thankyou very much for your reply. I really appreciate it. I'm glad I found this site a few people have replied in only a matter of minutes. Yes life is hard, but I'm trying. Any ideas what I should do for his due date, to remember him.